Sometimes things don't go exactly as we plan or hope for, but there are no mistakes.  Everything happens for a reason.  Even you sitting here reading this, at this time, is for a reason.  We know that this is a difficult time for you.  We will not pretend to understand your feelings, but we can assure you that you are showing so much love for your child by choosing a special family and a home for their arrival.  To be honest, things did not go as we had planned either.  We tried to have a baby for a few years with no luck.  At that point, we knew that God was leading us to start our family by other means.  Our first child was brought to our lives through adoption as well and we are excited and eager to add a second blessing to our family.  We sincerely hope that we are just what you are looking for.